11.5 weeks!!

Well, I am about 11.5 weeks along and I think I am starting to show. My stomach doesnt look like it ever has before... its so strange! It doesnt look like a pregnant belly yet, but its the start. Until it looks like I'm pregnant, its just going to look like I'm over doing the doughnuts! I feel so large and in charge! I cant wait until I look how I am feeling... PREGNANT!

Oscar can't go to our second dr's appointment, so my mom will be going with me. I am just so nervous that there is going to be bad news, I couldnt take anything like that alone. I cant wait until I dont worry so much. Feeling kicks and seeing my belly grow will be so reassuring.

I havent let myself buy one single thing yet. I am waiting until we know if its a boy or a girl. I am busting at the seams to start decking out my baby boy/girl though! we will have to wait another 4.5 weeks for our 3rd appointment when the baby is 16 weeks. And even then, finding out will be dependent upon how modest our little one is! I am praying for a good show!! :) I hear that 16 weeks is the earliest a dr. will tell you what the sex is, any earlier and the results arent 100%. Oscar and I want a boy, because I think it would have been cool to have an older brother. In the end we dont care at all, we just cant wait to have a baby!!! We have names picked for both, we are prepared!

Next update will most likely be after my appointment on Wednesday. Wish us luck!!!!!